Category Archives: Fear

The wall.

Posted on July 13, 2016 by Tracy Lundgren

“Sadness is but a wall between two gardens.” -khalil gibran I saw this quote on a fellow bloggers post  last night and the words rang so true for me. -https://ididnthavemyglasseson.com You KNOW when you are living a life that is … Continue reading →

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The mental writing of eulogies.

Posted on June 19, 2016 by Tracy Lundgren

  Last night- well, as late as 3 am I lay in bed mentally writing my 17 year sons eulogy. I imagined him dead in a ditch…car rolled down an embankment, sunk at the bottom of a cold cold lake, … Continue reading →

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Terror.

Posted on March 19, 2014 by Tracy Lundgren

Outside police sirens screamed into the night with a sense of urgency and commotion. I sensed frantic activity somewhere “out there” but inside I was trapped…paralysed, unable to speak or scream or move a muscle. As I lay helpless on … Continue reading →

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How to make long flights more comfortable?

Posted on November 6, 2013 by Tracy Lundgren

With only a few days to go now before we head off on our big adventure to the US, my mind is spinning. Have I packed enough? Have I packed too much? Will two pairs of shoes be enough? Will … Continue reading →

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Karma and the suitcases.

Posted on October 28, 2013 by Tracy Lundgren

I’m a pretty honest person. Ok, so there have been times when I’m sure a checkout person has undercharged me by a few dollars, and maybe in that instance I might let it go because I know for SURE there … Continue reading →

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From the shadows…

Posted on June 18, 2013 by Tracy Lundgren

On either side of her studio doors were little alcoves, just inside the covered entrance. Useless really, unless you were a crazy man needing a dark shadowy place in which to hide. And they really were dark and shadowy, at … Continue reading →

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Husbands and doctors….not a good mix.

Posted on May 16, 2013 by Tracy Lundgren

Bugger! My sneaky plans were foiled this morning! See, after my doctors appointment yesterday I knew I had to go to pathology and have some blood tests done, so my plan was to announce to hubby that finally there were … Continue reading →

Posted in Australia, Doctors, Fear, Getting older, happiness, health and well being, hormones, Humour, husbands, Life, life experiences, Love, Marriage, Perimenopause | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , | 11 Comments

My phobia.

Posted on April 28, 2013 by Tracy Lundgren

I confess, I have a phobia. Me? The oh so fearless one you say? Did you know that my name “Tracy” means – bold and courageous. Boy, did my parents get that wrong. Yes, I have an irrational overwhelming fear … Continue reading →

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The fascination with cemeteries.

Posted on March 3, 2013 by Tracy Lundgren

My fascination with cemeteries began in primary school. For a time, when I lived with my father, we had to walk to school and we often took a short cut through the local cemetery. I enjoyed the ambiance of the … Continue reading →

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There is something not quite right with the cat.

Posted on February 9, 2013 by Tracy Lundgren

Something really STRANGE is going on with our cat. I witnessed the most bizarre cat behaviour last night that I have ever seen and it gave me the willies. A bit of background here. Our cat, who’s name is really … Continue reading →

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